The time I spent in my office is more than the time I spent at home…LOL!
No idea but recently feeling really down.
especially at work. LOL!
no life. omg.
I guess this is the time when there isn’t any exciting events to look forward to and all I can do is work work work.
Work is boring enough and not to mention I still have to face those bitches who have problem with me.
the gossips are still on-going and the people are getting unfriendlier.
I’m somewhat alone now and as much as I said I can still tolerate, somehow I just wished I could give them one tight slap for the things they say about me. LOL.
come on, I’m not a freak.
I just love anime and dye my hair bluepurple.
What is wrong with that? *roll eyes*
To be compared, I think they are freakier.
all the fake faces.
Talking to this guy with a smile and the next moment bitching about him to another person.
I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE EVERYDAY SO BADLY. LOL!
But again, it is not to the extend of quitting my job.
I just don’t wanna see their faces so much. PFFFFT.
Now I need to start looking for things to do and make my everyday life a little happier.
Yes with Gintama anime gone, I’m really having a hard time. TAT
Hope it will get better soon. SOON. *prays*
oh and yes, I NEED TO UPDATE ON MY TAIWAN TRIP SOON OMFG.
Cosplay and Being Famous?
YES BACK TO THIS TOPIC AGAIN? 有完没完啊？
But I had a short chat with this friend and we kinda came to this topic.
well, I just wanna drill my point to the brains of the people who wanna make use of cosplays to become famous.
IF YOU WANNA BE FAMOUS BY COSPLAYING, I SUGGEST YOU GO TAKE PART IN SOME IDOL PROGRAM OR PUT YOUR NUDE PIC AS YOUR DP. IT IS FASTER.
previously I had this as my FB status.
I’m quite sure a lot of them mistook the meaning of it. PFFFFT-
I tried to explain but erm, somehow I feel the need to explain even clearer. HAHA!
because you see, my engrish is not good at all so ppl might misunderstand what is my point.
let me use an example.
if let’s say drinking strawberry milk makes you pretty. (random example LOL)
Person A drinks it because he/she likes strawberry milk and don’t really care about the pretty part.
Person B drinks it just because he/she wants to be pretty. But may not like the taste so much.
SEE? THERE IS A FUCKING DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THIS TWO PEOPLE EVENTHO THEY ARE BOTH DRINKING STRAWBERRY MILK.
What I’m saying is, please treat cosplay like person A, do it only if you like it, not with a wrong purpose.
You can cosplay for all sorts of reason, but becoming famous SHOULD NEVER be one of it.
and if you notice, if you do it for a wrong reason, not only you will not be able to succeed but you won’t be able to hold it for the long term.
WHY? NO PASSION. -end of story lol-
Person A will continue to drink it no matter what because he/she loves the taste.
Person B will get tired one day and might even hate strawberry milk someday after trying to drink it sometime.
see the difference?
and here I go again,
I AM NOT SAYING YOU CANNOT BE FAMOUS FROM COSPLAYING.
BUT ‘BECOME FAMOUS’ SHOULD NOT BE YOUR REASON FOR COSPLAY.
Person A can become pretty because she drinks alot of strawberry milk.
But Person B is different, she wants to be pretty that is why she drink the strawberry milk.
We all have cosplayers we admire, idolize or whatever you call it.
but they don’t become our idol just like that.
because they do well, they put their heart into cosplay and THEY UNDERSTAND THE CHARACTER WELL.
very important alright?
the problem is that the cosplayers nowadays, cosplay for pretty/handsome or FIRST to do etc.
WHATEVER HAPPEN TO FAVORITE SERIES/CHARACTERS?!
I have people asking me if they can cosplay Gintoki or some characters from Gintama since they know I am a big fan.
When I asked if they watched the series, they answer nope.
NOPE? YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?
YOU WANNA DIE IN WHAT WAY? TELL ME!
WHUT DA FARK SERIOUSLY?
urgh, random rant.
I’m upset because the original idea of cosplay is no longer around.
which is a hobby for people to bring their favorite characters to life.
Let me rant!
well, getting shagged and frustrated from work.
kinda annoyed by stupid people.
especially those unreasonable consumers that make people’s life difficult.
seriously, I hope they get karma for torturing us. ARGH.
Also, bitches who are fucking demanding.
seriously, already tight on schedules and u kept asking us to do lotsa crap.
go fk urself.
Trying so hard but it doesn’t seem to be enough.
so much for working life.
*stabs*
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pardon this, growing out lotsa white hair and nosebleeding more than usual due to stress. LOL!
even when I went for checkup, the doctor asked why I’m so stressful.
pfffft- come on, as if I want it? -_-
I don’t know, perhaps this is the ugly side of life to make my other moments beautiful.
yea i gotta believe in that.
I hate to say…
urghhhhh.
回来做工的感觉真不好。
一大堆东西要做。
而且这些顾客快气死我了。
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！ （乱砍乱杀
I need those holidays soon!!!
You know you are totally screwed up when…
the item you ordered online for event came wrongly or fucked up and you have less than 10days left to the event.
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK-
well, the dress I ordered for my CF day 2 fucked me up.
everything kinda chui-ed. not the measurement actually.
but the design and some misc stuffs.
like when I just took it out from the package, the button fell off. WTF?
Tried it anyway.
I looked like a fucking tranny again. nuff said.
well, maybe I’m just not cut out for dress? LOL!
First lesson learnt, I don’t think I will ever trust costume made by sellers in Taobao again.
Either that or I will order super in advance and make sure I have enough time to modify it before the event.
Second, ALWAYS HAVE A BACK UP PLAN AND MAKE SURE YOU CAN FINISH THIS BACK UP PLAN IN LESS THAN 1 DAY LOL.
yes, I currently have nothing in mind now. FML.
Third, never make my life difficult by choosing chars or outfits that are beyond my ability to do. OTL
Well, no point saying these now.
the countdown to the event has already started, it is now 9 days to Comic Fiesta and here I am going all emo because my day 2 plan is screwed. OTL
I have uhm, 2 last min back up plan:
1. To modify the current chui dress
yes, change the fucked up part, fix and replace the failed button. Add abit of my own creation in it.
To be honest, I have been thinking about how to modify it all night.
but I’m not good with dress at all so I had a hard time trying to think how can I change it.
2. To design and make a whole new outfit
yes, actually I’m more keen to this option. =x
eventho it will definitely suck my life due to the pathetic time I’m left with, I still hope I can come out with something else.
The dress idea is seriously abit too off for me now. PFFFFT-
So after some thinking and uh brainstorming, I decided to go with option 2 first.
I will fly down to Chinatown to hunt for cloth after work and if I can get what I want, it should be ‘easy’.
Needa plan my pathetic weekday night for the sewing since my time is gone for this weekend.
yes, I have a shoot on sat and I’m going JB on sun. SERIOUSLY SO SMART OF ME RIGHT? LOL!
yes, so to be exact, im now left with 15 hours to do my stuffs.
(3 hours from 9th, 12th, 13th, 14th and 15th Dec)
10th and 11th booked.
going KL on the 16th so this date is already out.
oh hell yes, I will be sooooo proud of myself if I can finish these before 16th Dec.
*give hopeless face*
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9 days to CF2011~
Pain
ouch.
I hate the time of the month.
can’t even stand properly.
and my mum forbids me from eating ice-cream. T_T
I hate joo, GO AWAYYYYYY.
Shits at work but Gintama to help~
alright, encountered a nasty stupid idiotic foreign consumer at work today.
via calling of course.
not going into details on what requests he made.
a greedy guy anyway.
just wanna complain that:
1. He is a foreigner coming to SG to work but suan-ed Singaporeans having sucky culture and failed at customer service. （你哪来的混蛋？）
my POV: Sir, if you are unhappy with our culture, GET THE FUCK OUT OF OUR COUNTRY.
seriously, you don’t come to people’s country and start saying all these negative comments. 你找死啊？
and not that our service sucks, but your requests are absurd. Go ask yourself, you didn’t even pay for anything, didn’t buy our products and asked us to give you something. 跳楼吧你。
I believe your country is no better than us to have such failed attitude people like you. Tsk.
2. He claimed he have many meetings to attend and is a busy person. So he will not have time to answer my return call except for this XXX date and XXX time. （你老母我就很有空听你电话啊？）
my POV: Sir, if you are really SO BUSY, why the fuck are you able to call me and make such a LONG complain and suan-ing my country? You even had the time to tell me how to do business and how ‘clever’ you are! OH WOW! so you have time to call people to talk cock but no time to even fucking read our T&Cs?
去对牛弹琴吧，王八蛋。
3. He tried to sound pitiful for having to take cab to our shop to buy things and also expect us to pay for his leave as he took leave to come to our shop. （坑爹啊！）
my POV: Sir, I’m happy that you are indeed an idiot.
NO ONE, I repeat, NO ONE will be bothered to care if you took a cab or leave to our shop. No, this is not about customer service.
But think of it this way, DID WE TELL U TO TAKE LEAVE? DID WE TELL U TO TAKE CAB? NO.
end of story and now you can go fuck yourself then die.
No whining will be entertained, bitch.
Yes, you are making your country look bad with your fuck up failed attitude.
YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO TALK BAD ABOUT MY COUNTRY LIKE THAT.
Get the fuck out of our country as we don’t need you here to pollute our air.
If your country is so much better, go back and die there, FUCKER.
This stupid guy is really testing my patient.
NBCB demanding consumers should just die.
Don’t forget, there is Karma.
去死吧。他奶奶的。
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ok raging post done.
it is monday and this stupid shit is making my monday chui.
but lucky I have Gintama to cheer me up~<3
jang~~ a pic of me as Sakata Gintoki from our default shoot.
Loving Nik’s post processing, making me looked shuai qi. HAHAHA!
gotta have another shoot tomorrow.
kyaaaa~<33
oh yes, gintama AGAIN. *v*
ZOMG COSFEST IS IN LESS THAN 1 MONTH?!
I’M GG-FIED.
totally. *dies off*
oh hell yeah, some issue occurred and thanks to myself for going to Malaysia for so many times…
I used up my weekends and now… I’m only left with this month to finish up everything.
WOOOHOOOO.
Did I say I have done NOTHING? plus my wigs are not trimmed and cut yet. WOW AWESOME.
*kills self*
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21 days to COSFEST 2011
越来越讨厌新加波人。他奶奶的。
yea like wtf?
gian beng, fucking annoying and damn fucked up.
so sad to be one.
well first of all, complain when they are the ones who made mistake.
seriously la hor, 拜托你用脑想一下before complaining 可以吗？
自己错还complain是很丢脸的please. tsk.
how stupid?
well got a few examples:
1. signing up a new account, enter your name. (right, THIS IS ENTERED BY YOURSELF)
then realised your account has the wrong name, COMPLAIN.
CCB 你吃饱饭没事做啊？
2. complain why we never call u on 17th may 2011. (YAH WTF VESAK DAY = PUBLIC HOLIDAY)
worse part is the consumer even said, ‘I know it is a public holiday, but you guys didn’t call!’
Seriously, please go for X-ray check up for your brain. I suspect the retarded worm is inside chewing your brain off.
还有更多please. I might need 1 week to put in everything. FUCK.
then, being hao lian and whatsoever.
有钱了不起啊？ 会读书了不起啊？
KNN if wanna hao lian, don’t do it infront of ppl whom u know CMI.
go do it infront of awesome ppl to see where exactly u stand. FUCK.
别忘记，一山还有一山高。
and, give you discount still complain not enough?
KNN GO FUCK YOURSELF PLEASE.
给你一个不够要两个是吧？
那你的脚干脆也砍两只给我啦。一只不够sia。
right?!?!?!!
KNN 得寸进尺 leh these people.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
yes customer service is important.
but please remember, karma.
it happens. and usually, more than what you gave.
CCB I’m raging la.
thanks to retarded Singaporeans.
the level of stupidity is now on a new high.
FUCK FAIL.
ya im typing both in chinese and english. SO?
if it looks retarded to you just don’t read it.
I never force you.
don’t do anything that will make you stupid here.
可以杀人吗？
真得很想一刀捅死你。
KNN你以为很好玩啊？
看我好欺负啊？
他妈的一下子这样，一下子那样。
搞不清楚的人是你耶。
还敢说我们慢。
换来换去换来换去换来换去换来换去换来换去！！
他奶奶的以为我们很有时间陪你这样兜来兜去啊？
搞清楚状况PLEASE!
说我们做事慢，还不都因为你麻烦？
越讲越气。
KNNB你以为自己RANK很大了不起啊？
去死吧PLEASE。
受不了了。
如果我可以杀你的话，我一定马上杀PLEASE。
*冒火*
气死我了了了了了了了了~ *掀桌*
I can’t believe I am blogging about this…
but owell, it is kinda getting on my nerve.
Seriously, who are you to tell me and instruct me what to do?
Yes, it is about the GE thingy happening in Singapore now.
I shall be frank that I don’t really care.
It may be mean or bad.
But isn’t this suppose to be subjective?
NO WAIT, IT IS SUBJECTIVE AND SENSITIVE.
everyone have their own opinion towards this.
So I believe I should have too.
I respect my friends who treat this seriously.
And I tell them to respect me for not doing so.
We have different opinions but we chose to keep quiet and not discuss about this.
Somehow it might affect our friendship when opinions clashes.
I thank my friends who respect my attitude and not say anything mean about it.
I do feel sorry about it. But I just think I have other things to worry for now.
On the other hand, I have people telling me that my future is ruined blah blah if I continue this attitude.
Can I say that I am VERY offended by this sentence?
It implies that I am doing something that will ruin my future and I will be in deep shit for the rest of my life.
Firstly, WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME THAT?
so far, I have been working hard, earning and saving money.
I may not have studied well but I am surviving in the working society and I get food to eat plus home to stay.
I don’t think I deserve that kind of deathly sentence?
Second, before you think you are mighty and powerful enough to influence people by telling them that, you should look into the mirror and ask yourself what have you done to make sure your future is bright?
Third, when I tell you that I’m not interested, don’t continue.
You will get a slap from me if you do, god damnit.
SERIOUSLY, GE may be critical, but it doesn’t mean that you will be rich and happy after you voted for the correct party.
You need to work hard to do your part.
The government isn’t god. They cannot do EVERYTHING.
Singapore will still be ruined if we continue to spend all the time doing stupid shits instead of doing something helpful/constructive.
I shall repeat this again, NOT NEEDED. SERIOUSLY…
stupid security guards are stupid
Yes.
please, be a bit smarter.
don’t fucking do stupid things.
oh my godddddd…
I have had many stupid encounters with security guards.
they are really omg dump.
here’s what happened:
1. Warning letters? Whats the point?
About 4 years ago, when I was working at -beep- as a promoter.
There is always this certain big sized (fat) security guard who will patrol around the place.
So instead of catching thieves or some other things worth catching, he starts to catch promoters who tuck out shirts or wear many ear studs.
Yes and unfortunately, I’m one of them who do this two things.
(yes the uniform is so fucking ugly, I’m already giving them face for wearing it. WHY THE FUCK DID THEY COME OUT WITH THIS STUPID RULE THAT IT IS A MUST TO TUCK THE UGLY THING IN?!)
So the big guy came over to WARN me that he do not wish to see me like this again, so ‘gave me a chance’.
of course, I ignored and continue to do the same. <–kiampah
Then, the next day he saw me and my friend didn't obey the rules.
And acted fierce.
He scolded us in the public and acted as if we stole something. LOL!
but we gave him the straight face as we want him to quickly GTFO.
and then when he finally decided to stop since we are not reacting to his crap, he asked for our pass*.
*ok this pass thing is when we exchange with our ez-link/NRIC to come in as promoters. we don't get the same pass everytime.
He copied the pass number and issued us a warning letter. Saying that if we kena 3 times, we will be sacked.
so this crap happened everyday for more than 3 months, he remembered me and my friend.
but we were never sacked, because our pass numbers are always not the same.
and the warning letters does not serve any purpose because we are hired by our boss, not the security guards.
Yea, try harder bitch. t(-_-t)
2. So -beep- are selling Apple charger now?
well, last year I worked part time for -beep-’s sale fair. (a global brand)
then after the fair, you are supposed to let the security guards check your bags before you leave.
ok fair enough.
my bag is like as big as my shoes. (well, I like to bring small bags for part time jobs. hur)
so the stuffs are pretty much just my wallet, keys, iphone, mp3 and iphone charger.
so finally my turn to have my bag checked.
the guard saw my iphone charger and ask me to take it out.
he said that I’m not allowed to bring this as it can be regarded as thief.
well firstly, this fair is not an Apple fair, so there shouldnt be any iphone charger selling.
not to mention mine is the official charger and not the 3rd party ones.
so I argued. The security might have realised that he is ‘losing’, so threatened to confiscate it. <–knn right?
then I asked him to check with the other security before doing something stupid or I will complain him.
He then say he will 'give me a chance' and warn me not to bring it the next day. (security guards are nice huh? they give chances easily. LOL!)
But of course, I hacked care and brought it again since i really needed it to charge my phone. (you should know how iphone battery sucked)
Then I was being checked and nothing happened.
because it was by another security guard.
see? 厉害就好，不要假厉害。
why create trouble when there is not even the need? tsk.
3. you remember that I never bring my pass every time, but you don't remember that I work here?
yes my current working place. haha!
epic stupidity is epic.
so to enter the office, security guards will ask to check your pass to make sure you are a staff here.
For me, it will be every morning and returning from lunch break.
Morning of course I will bring my pass because it is in my bag.
but I have this bad habit of not bringing it out for lunch. (ok part of this is my fault. but I just find the security stupid here. so I have to bitch. LOL!)
the reason why is because I go to lunch with my colleagues.
And they bring their pass, so we can go into the building together.
However, recently there is this security guard, he is rather strict with this matter.
So he must check everyone's pass for god-knows-what reason.
the best thing is, he always managed to catch me when there is a super big group of people. HAHA!
it was for quite a few times, when finally one fine day…
he decided to scold me for it. =x
I think it was the dunno-how-many-times he caught me and uh, he forbidden me from going into the office unless I show him my pass.
Firstly, HOW THE FUCK AM I GONNA SHOW YOU WHEN MY PASS IS IN MY BAG, AND MY BAG IS IN THE OFFICE? LOL!
Second, HE FUCKING RECOGNIZE ME AS SOMEONE WHO DON'T BRING PASS AND WORKING HERE, BUT REFUSE TO LET ME IN. pffffft-
so I tell him that and he finally let me in. lol failed.
I hate him for lecturing me like a student.
seriously, i worked here, im an adult. PLEASE FUCKING TREAT ME LIKE ONE.
IM NO LONGER IN SCHOOL, HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU CAN THREATEN ME? DETENTION OR SOMETHING? WTF.
yes this is how fail SG's security guards are now.
they are hardworking for the wrong thing sia. tsk.
when the normal lens are not good enough for you…
v
… you use one that is so big that it fucking block 3/4 of your camera body. LOLOL!
thanks to Nik for this photo.
looked like some commercial pic yeah?
note: I’m not paid to do this shot for canon or whatsoever. \o/
And noticed I cheated? I couldn’t hold this fucking heavy thing for more than 5 sec.
so Nik attached it to the stand so I can pose with it. hahaha!
so funny please.
I gave the serious photographer look. *wiggle brows*
and the best thing is, noticed I cosed Ciel right?
my other eye is supposed to be covered by the eyepatch. HAHAHAHA!
epic fail-ness.
but owell, just for fun yeah?
I wonder if I should upload this to my dA as omake.
it has been N years since I upload omakes to my dA. T^T
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recently had this bitching session with other people and felt amused.
realised how a person can be SOOOOOOOOO fucking BHB.
argh *rolled eyes*
seriously look into the mirror before you start splitting scary things like ‘I’m most beautiful’, ‘I’m best’, ‘I’m special’, BLAH BLAH BLAH.
it scares people, really.
and the funny thing I don’t understand is,
this person added me on FB again when I already deleted him/her.
I thought I was clear but he/she kept trying. (yes, I ignored the request for more than once. <_<)
but then since my account has so many random people, I decided to just forget it and accept the request.
and recently, I found out that this person blocked me on his/her FB.
WOW? I was so amazed by the level of stupidity.
but again, I'm glad he/she did this action.
because now I have enough reason to block him/her. 8D
no point seriously, stop trying to show that you are stupid.
people can tell just by looking at you, pathetic piece of shit.
and the bigger your head grows, the uglier you become.
I don't think you will stop anyway, just saying and letting you know that it is not just one or two people who starts to dislike you. but a whole group.
because of your fucked up attitude and ego.
people who thinks themselves as best and awesome, please go fuck yourselves.
get your facts right, come back to the real world, BITCHES and JERKS. (N)
ok ranting done. 8D
cosplaying =/= modeling
SOME PEOPLE NEED TO GET THIS NAILED INTO THEIR FUCKING BRAINS.
seriously, in what universal are they the same thing?
May I repeat?
COSPLAYING IS NOT MODELING. MODELING IS NOT COSPLAY!
Even there might be people who wore character outfits and posed for pictures.
Be it to promote the costumes or themselves, but they are definitely NOT cosplaying.
They are, just wearing the costume and pose for pictures that are not for themselves.
Shizu-sama actually mentioned this in one of her journal entry, Why Cosplayers Do Not Like to be Called Models?
Her points, clear and yes, no offense to models at all.
just that we need to understand the DIFFERENCE.
like explaining the difference between net ball and basket ball yeah?
SO SIMILAR YET DIFFERENT.
Cosplaying is more like a hobby than a profession.
Owell, there might be cases where cosplayers get paid to cosplay.
but it is really to the minimal and only when you are SHUPER good in it.
then again, this is very subjective.
Anyway, I hate it when people compare model and cosplay.
THEY ARE TOTALLY TWO DIFFERENT THINGS~!
and mind you, people who thinks cosplaying can make you a model, please go get your brain washed.
LOOK at what qualities you need to become a model before you start thinking you CAN be one.
And I would like to highlight this, we don’t cosplay hoping for something in return, such as money.
this is an hobby. we do it because we love it.
just like any hobby, you spent money on it to enjoy.
We are not hoping to earn anything from it.
You may not understand why people still cosplay despite it cost a bomb.
but think, let say you love going to arcade to play.
You pay to play each games. but do you get any money back? (don’t tell me those pathetic points you earn from those games. Zzz)
how about collection? You pay to buy things to collect.
Do you get any money from there? except to sell it?
there are so many similar examples to compare.
Cosplay is just like something we pay to have fun.
You go to theme parks to have fun, u pay.
You go overseas to have fun, u pay.
You buy things to please yourself, u pay.
COSPLAY IS THE SAME.
如果你真的喜欢，就不会觉得浪费钱。
是值得的。
BEING A FEMALE SUCKS
yes because you have period…
which leads to PMS…
then worsen your mood…
made everything chui…
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
yeah I hate it during this period of the month.
I get annoyed fucking easily and my behaviour SUCKS.
alot of ppl will not stand me when I’m having PMS.
I feel sorry, but again, I will feel that it is not my fault.
and idiots who choose to irritate me at this timing is just BAD.
Anyway, I don’t understand why do people always have this mindset that when a girl is with a guy alone, the guy is the boyfriend.
ok it could be a possibility, but STOP ASSUMING.
when both of them are not holding hands while walking, not very intimidate with one another, IT MOST LIKELY MEAN THEY ARE NOT TOGETHER.
you know how sucky it is if you misunderstand?
it makes both of them awkward.
IT IS FUCKING DIFFICULT TO STOP THAT AWKWARDNESS.
don’t try to think you can 牵红线 or whatsoever.
at least don’t try it on me.
I know how to handle my relationship if I want one, I don’t need anyone to kpo.
when I say I’m not interested, I AM FUCKING NOT INTERESTED.
don’t force, don’t ask.
it just makes you annoying and irritating.
come on, I’m not a secondary school student, if you are, go approach your batch of friends, idiots.
And looking at how love can make someone so dumb, I’m reluctant.
(not aiming at anyone, generally and THIS IS A PERSONAL OPINION)
maybe ppl will start shooting at me when I have one or when I’m in love.
but I’m blogging this NOW and I do not have any NOW. muahaha! <–kiampah
owell, shall not go further since it is personal.
just a ranting post because the day is fucked up for me.
shall post happy things next. 8)
I guess PMS does contribute…
to my fucked up pek chek-ness now. LOL.
*WARNING. ALOT OF UNPLEASANT WORDS AND PHRASES IN THIS POST AS I AM ANGRY, VERY ANGRY. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*
uh ok the feeling of WTF-ness is rising up once again.
many elements contributed to this.
PMS is part of it I guess, thats why I’m feeling extra pek chek.
ARGH. I really feel like killing someone since crying will not help.
shits all coming at the wrong time.
oh god WHY???????????
as times goes by, I felt it could have been better if I do it alone.
but again, I’m not sure.
disappointed?
he asked me that.
no answer.
I dunno what is wrong.
can’t blame anyone too right?
it doesn’t matter to anyone anymore?
it is me to start with anyway.
plus bitches at work deserves to be fucked upside down.
CBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBCBKNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *flips table*
anyway something random again, wtf search term:
LOL! I guess I have too many vulgars in my blog.
but hey,
I’m sorry but I have no idea where u can go to fuck quietly.
please try somewhere else, TYVM.
still fucked up.
why do I get a feeling that this shit will continue for quite some time? o.O
urgh wtf image not loading?!
Guys, need your help here.
recently, imageshack have been a bitch.
I used to love it so much as an image hosting site.
but now, IT SUCKS.
now, should I switch to photobucket or upload directly to wordpress? T_T
*update*
yessss, I switched to photobucket becos imageshack SUCKS now.
Random GG-fication / FAIL conversation (2)
I swear I will never go to this clinic when possible…
Me: “Hi, I wanna check do you have immunization jab?”
Nurse: “Erm what type are you looking for?”
Me: “Ehhh… What type do you have?”
Nurse: “We have many types of jab. So what type do you want?”
Me: “Ya I know you have a lot. But what do you have? So I can choose.”
Nurse: *paused and think* “Let me check with the doctor.”
Me: “Ok.” *a bit bu shuang*
Doctor: “Yes?” <–speaking very softly
Me: “Hi Doctor, I wanna check if you have immunization jab?”
Doctor: “Ya what type are you looking for?” <–speaking very softly
Me: “What do you have? I just need those for against flu ones.”
Doctor: “Oh! We do not have that. We only have Tairox (have no fucking idea wtf is it but it sounds like this).” <–speaking very softly
Me: “I can’t hear you. What is that?”
Doctor: “Oh the injections is for Tairox” <–speaking very softly
Me: “Yea I’m asking WHAT is Tairox? And I can’t hear you, can you speak louder?”
Doctor: “It is a type of disease.” <–speaking very softly
Me: “SO WHAT TYPE OF DISEASE IS THAT? I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS THIS. CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT ARE THE SYMPTOMS FOR IT OR SIMPLER EXPLANATION?” <–nearly shouting
Doctor: “Erm like vomit and diarrhea. Not for flu.” <–speaking very softly
Me: “Ok forget it. Thanks.”
SMLJ?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*flips table*
omg fail….
If I’m dying, it is either I die even faster from a heart attack or I jumped up well again just to burn this clinic down. FUCK.
FAIL.
*Note: will be having ALOT of vulgars in this post because I’m shuper pissed off.*
Right, recently my life have been FAIL and FUCKED UP.
NBCB I dunno what is wrong.
suddenly felt my life SUCKS.
(ok maybe just for today. LOL!)
I have many problems.
well many people do.
but why some people just don’t understand that and expect me to do things when I’m already busy with my own fucking shits?
FUCK.
seriously, go fuck yourself.
you should know how to handle your own problem instead of complaining when you don’t even know how to use your brain and THINK.
I have also been quarrelling with my family.
Especially during christmas. OHGOD.
WTF is happening.
suddenly everything just came at the fucking wrong time.
My headphone broke. Cheebye and I only used it for less than 5 times. FTS.
Seriously, everything is fail.
I dunno why but my life is turning to a really bad one now.
oh fuck.
Family starts to hate me. Friends are leaving me. Alone at work.
urgh emo shit.
What did I do wrong?
I thought I have always been good to people I loved.
Why the fuck is this happening to me?
Fucked up.
Each day gets worse. seriously.
Perhaps I’m just nothing.
right.
leave me alone.
WTF loser.
*Note: This entry is solely on my personal point of view and do not represent anyone else. READ IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.*
lol perhaps I made it sound too serious?
but owell, some loser posted on STOMP and made our program famous. 8D
Despite everything we do for him (free delivery, etc), just because he travel a last-than-1/2-an-hour trip he complained and whine on STOMP.
the fuck?
seriously WHAT THE FUCK?!
no ok he looked alright when he talked to us.
but wow? made a post on STOMP and changed the story to make it sound as if we didn’t do anything.
well, he didn’t do anything wrong, we were the ones at fault.
BUT NBCB, ARRANGE SO MUCH THINGS FOR HIM STILL NOT HAPPY?
not as if we quarrel with him and argue right?
we apologise and make his orders priority.
a thirty-plus yr old uncle complain on internet is just WTF.
ah fuck it. anyway I dunno why I’m wasting my post on him. -_-
I just wanna say, I dun understand why ppl get so ‘worried’ or ‘excited’ for STOMP.
seriously, it is just a website isn’t it?
ONLY LOSERS POST ON STOMP.
people with no life and stupid thoughts complains on stomp.
because they can’t do anything except whining to the web that they didn’t realise it makes them stupid-er.
LOL!
oh and bo liao people who finds it amusing to ruin people’s life on stomp.
GO FUCK YOURSELVES.
MOVE ON BITCHES.
if you are really a STOMPer, good for you. (yeah and you can die now, like NOW)
because I know at least I win in life. not a loser like you.
Failed. Fucked up.
Chui.
Seriously shits happening at the wrong time is so fucked up.
Taobao items can only arrive ON sat. Meaning my STGCC plan is ruined. Great~
Not only this, created trouble to all who have joined the batch.
OMG Im so pissed off.
Ok but I kinda still wish to cosplay for this event, so now trying to figure out a simple plan to cos.
Siannnned. Having to postpone this plan which I worked so hard for.
Arghhhhh.
Anyway last time, I shall never do this to myself by insisting of chionging for 3 events. Lol!!!
Failed.
Now I just fucking pray that the orders don’t go missing like the previous batch. *touch wood*
Nabei if it really does, I swear I quit cosplay immediately! <– nah jus kidding.
Please dont let me go throught that again! D8
Today is fail, seriously.
Yes why?
Went to shop for material to work on my costume and props.
Shits happened.
1. Forgot to take my ribbon after paying for it. Have to go back someday. Fuck.
2. Couldn’t find the right design for my shirt.
3. The closest design didn’t have my size.
4. Bought the wrong colour cloth. NBCB.
5. This is the most pek chek one, forgot to buy the creampuff I have been craving for at Bugis.
FAILED.
maybe I shouldn’t do my shopping today.
And seriously, I don’t fucking get it why everything came clashing together.
Fucked up.
Was I wrong to choose to go CF? T_T
Im only left with ONE WEEK to chiong costume and prop for 3 FUCKING EVENTS!!!!
I am wondering why do I give myself such a challenge.
Oh god what is this?!
Seriously what am I thinking????
Graaaahhhhh. Nvm, I shall do what I can.
At most I shall give up on one event.
I actually can forsee which event it will be.
But I shall try to stop it from happening. Hur hur.
************
It doesnt give you the right to say that.
Don’t assume everybody is in your ‘story’.
Learn where you are standing fucker, you better don’t make the wrong move.
Or you will be worse than dead.
Kiang tio ho, mai ge kiang.
WTF is wrong?!
Seriously wtf is wrong with my life recently.
Taobao package missing.
Pay delayed.
Talked to fucktard consumer and wasted my precious time.
Owell, maybe it is not that bad.
But the last point just made me exploded, NEARLY.
First I don’t understand why people don’t like to read instructions / terms and conditions / etc when it is so fucking important and there for a reason.
Will it kill you to fucking read it before you ask fucktard questions?!
it makes u stupid-er for not reading and come whining to the service center.
And may I add on that I’m not the consumer care officer?
FUCK.
NBCBFML.
A super bad and retarded 1 and 1/2 hr conversation I had with this stupid consumer just made me dumber.
Seriously, if I ain’t working, he will be dead.
I’m already trying hard to use my gay voice to stop this call.
but he just fucking continues with his stupid logic.
DIE PLEASE.
DIE FOR MAKING MY MONDAY SO FAIL.
DIE FOR BEING SO STUPID AND USELESS TO THE WORLD.
DIE FOR CALLING CONSUMER CARE WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE AT FAULT.
DIE FOR TRYING TO ‘TEACH’ US HOW TO MARKET OUR PRODUCTS.
DIE FOR WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME AND VOICE.
SERIOUSLY, GO FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE PLEASE. 
on top of this stupid thing, I dunno why the fuck I can’t access twitter via office internet.
OMFG. it makes my ranting worse when I have to type it with iPHONE.
FUCK YOU.
MY FAILED MONDAY.
